AmyjaneWilson1201

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19. by SawahHaigh, literature

I don't know. by SawahHaigh, literature

Can that at least count for something? by SawahHaigh, literature

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Can that at least count for something?

I'm really bad with words.. Whenever I get mad I just stand there, frozen. The words create a block in my throat. When I get sad, words don't even exist.. It all just goes blank. I can't do the emotional side of things! I know it's needed. I know without it... Without it,I make people feel like there not worth it... Like there not important... Like there second best. I know I do it. I've been doing it since before I can remember. It's a protective wall that I guard myself with. Bad? Yes. Stupid? Yes. Unforgivable? I think so. I don't deserve the people I push away... But for the first time forver,I want you to stay. I want to be forced to fe

Strangers. by SawahHaigh, journal

Strangers.

May 23, 2015

So, none of you really know much about me, your all strangers behind computer screens.. yet you've all seen more of me than half the people in my life! But i don't think i've told any of you that I'm not misrable all the time! I have good days and good thoughts! It's not all dark in my world! Yes, i seem to be getting worse at pushing people away, hell i lost two people i cared about a lot in one week! Buti still have simple pleasures like music and writting so no mattter how hard it is to get out of bed and be okay, remember you have simple things in your life that make a day more bearable and you have a bunch of strangers to met!

Afraid? by SawahHaigh, literature

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Afraid?

Would you be afraid if i turned around and smiled? Smiled at your wicked jokes, comments,remarks. I know the answer to that. You wouldn't be. You would find it even more amusing. You'd find more harsher jokes. More sarcastic remarks. Can it be worse? Can anything be worse than it already is? I did something Im not proud of. I fucked up. Yes,I know, but come on. Do i really deserve all this... This torture? All this hate? I said sorry so many times. Nobody see's that. Why does nobody see that? I tried to fix things so many times. Nobody see's that. No,no. All they see is my mistakes. They are not who I am. I'm not a bad pers

I've been thinking. by SawahHaigh, journal

I've been thinking.

Mar 23, 2015

I've been thinking, one of my friends.. well when i say ex has been asking me for advice on his love life and how shitty he feels blah blah blah. I was helping out and stuff but i was getting so damn angry about how he was being. He made me feel the way he feels right now for two damn years and all i said was... 'Lots of people feel like that, people get over it' I lied. I haven't been with him for what? Over a year? And i still don't feel like i'm good enough for anyone. He made me feel like that, so why didn't i just tell him that? That i was still in pain, that i'm struggling to actually be with anyone in-case they turn into what you tu

her by Daisy-Lynn1999, literature

A coffee moment... by LissieBull, literature

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A coffee moment...

Watching the steam twist and turn slowly rising patterns forming changing all the time mesmerizing me...! bitter sweet taste playing on my tongue with each sip taken, seeing its decoration sink slowly to the bottom of my coffee cup feeling the warmth deep down inside this coffee aroma relaxes away the stress can't beat a great latte along with good company...! © Lissie Bull 2015

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About AmyjaneWilson1201

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Mar 2, 1997
United Kingdom
Deviant for 10 years
www.facebook.com/amyjane2512
She / Her

My Bio

Favourite Movies

Any good horror film c:

Favourite TV Shows

One Tree Hill, The Vampire Diaries, Gossip Girl, Sons of Anarchy and Game of Thrones.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Slipknot, Stone Sour, The Pretty Reckless, Rammstein, Anavae, Bullet For My Valentine, The Tallest Man On Earth, and a shit tonne more...

Favourite Books

Corey Taylor; Seven Deadly Sins.

Favourite Writers

Corey Taylor and Nikki Sixx

Favourite Games

Don't really play games.

Tools of the Trade

I can make things out of wood? That count? ;p

Other Interests

Writing poetry, listening to music and hanging out with the people I love is pretty much it(Which is mostly Ryan c;)

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AmyjaneWilson1201

Mar 27, 2017

Being married with a gorgeous baby is the definition of perfect for me.

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AmyjaneWilson1201

Oct 12, 2016

A date is set! :D

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Me and my fiancé have set a date too get married!! March 2nd (my birthday!) Going too be the BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!! Apart from our son being born, I have never been so sure of anything in my life... :3 I couldn't be happier! :D :D :D <3

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AmyjaneWilson1201

Aug 31, 2016

Don't think I could be any happier...

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My life right now is so perfect... I can't think of anything I would change :) I have my gorgeous little boy (Roman Barrass) and my amazing fiancé (Ryan Barrass) by my side :) I never honestly thought this would happen too me, I thought I'd be alone and miserable just drinking and smoking myself to death for the rest of my life... It's hard to believe it's all true sometimes... If this is a dream, I don't want too ever wake up from it. ❤️